I keep saying I don’t care I keep trying to forget But it’s going to take time, And I’m just not there yet
Some days I think I’m good And I think don’t need you But I keep lying to myself And the statement isn’t true
But one day I will wake up I will get through with out a tear In the meantime I lie to myself And pretend that day is here
It's raining outside today. It's bringing me down, not that my mood needs the help. Up and down it goes like a yo-yo, I am on the string. I wish I was better at lying about what's wrong, or pretending it's not. Although the problems of my 18 year old self and my 29 year old self are obviously different. I just need some sleep.